Parayeah
I can’t describe my feelings anymore. I’ve been trying for so long but it always ends the same. My passion for music hasn’t come back and I still feel like an awful and hopeless fan. I just want it to be able to help me again, I just want it to be able to make me feel anything else but anxiety. But jet it can’t, and jet I am standing at the same place. Afraid that this disease and all this anxious will keep ruin it for me, afraid that it will soon make me give up. All I know is that I still love Paramore so much and that I can’t even tell myself how much I want to find my way back to their music. Just .. please.

I can’t describe my feelings anymore. I’ve been trying for so long but it always ends the same. My passion for music hasn’t come back and I still feel like an awful and hopeless fan. I just want it to be able to help me again, I just want it to be able to make me feel anything else but anxiety. But jet it can’t, and jet I am standing at the same place. Afraid that this disease and all this anxious will keep ruin it for me, afraid that it will soon make me give up.

All I know is that I still love Paramore so much and that I can’t even tell myself how much I want to find my way back to their music. Just .. please.

3 months ago | 12:10pm

I can’t describe my feelings anymore. I’ve been trying for so long but it always ends the same. My passion for music hasn’t come back and I still feel like an awful and hopeless fan. I just want it to be able to help me again, I just want it to be able to make me feel anything else but anxiety. But jet it can’t, and jet I am standing at the same place. Afraid that this disease and all this anxious will keep ruin it for me, afraid that it will soon make me give up.

All I know is that I still love Paramore so much and that I can’t even tell myself how much I want to find my way back to their music. Just .. please.

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  1. windariandini reblogged this from parayeah
  2. comeonalexwouldyouturnjackon said: You will get back to it. You will get better. And you will be happy. You’re so strong and so wonderful and I really believe in you.
  3. nomnomparamore said: Don’t worry, you’re strong, and I KNOW that your passion for music will come back. It will be okay, :)
  4. thereisnothingmeanwht reblogged this from parayeah
  5. underdog-13 said: you don’t deserve to feel this way, I wish I could help you somehow. I’ve found myself sitting in front of the computer reading about your struggles with anxiety several times. I really do wish I could say the right words to make you feel better. :/
  6. thenastyloveblog said: it’ll all be fine. the universe has it’s way of just making thins work out in the end, just give it time : ) you’re strong, you’ve made it this far! you can go on :)
  7. mtinamusic said: vi är vi dina sida och stöttar dig. jag vet att du kommer vinna detta <3
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