Now everyone, please read

Now I could probably never care less about what you will say about this post, because now I am just really upset and disappointed - and I really want to share this with you all, whether you are hating on me or not.

I never thought anyone in the Parafamily could be this rude, I never thought anyone of you would call me fake and blame me for seeking attention because I want to share what is going on with me - I actually thought you would care as you all did before our blog became this big.

When I created Parayeah I did it because of my passion for Paramore, and because of my love towards the Parafamily - not for it to be a place to share hate on if Tilda or I ended up in some difficult stage in life. I never meant it to be just one of all the blogs where you can’t be personal or where you can’t share anything else but pictures of your favorite band or texts about them. I simply wanted it to be a personal fan blog where we could truly be ourselves.

I never thought you would blame me nor Tilda for anything if we told you that something were wrong, I never thought you would judge any of us as some of you do. I just can’t believe you claim to know who I am or what I am searching for, like as if I did only write personal texts about me to get more followers or as you call it fans. I am sorry but I cannot understand how anyone can throw so much hate because our blog happen to be a bit depressing when what I am going through is something that is almost killing me.

Once again, this were meant to be a personal blog where we could show ourselves, not some shallow place where the only thing we care about is stuff related to Paramore - this were also meant to be a place where we share our love as a Parafamily, as I used to love more than anything.

Please give me a reason to trust you all again - because I truly loved all of you.

(Source: parayeah)