I am so sorry. But this is ruining me.

(Source: parayeah)

HOLY SHIT! Love you guys!

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This is crazy y’all!

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If you’d like to, help us to reach our goal! This means so much to us!

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Messages like I should be happy with what I have makes me quite sad. I mean - of course I am happy that Hayley follows us and that she has wrote to me before and all, but should I just shut up forever after then?

First of all, look at twitter - pretty much everyone she follows there writes number of messages to her each time she’s online, and that doesn’t seem to bother you. Second of all, I barely feel anything at all anymore - I often feel like I could really die because I am such a worthless human being, and I know Hayley, Jeremy or Taylor could change that in a massive way. Not because they are famous, but because they are three of my biggest inspirations in life - just like my mum who does help me too.

So please stop judging me. I know I should be thankful for everything she has done for me before, and I am. But things are really destroying me now and I am literally screaming for any kind of help. Not because I want to be egoistic, but because I don’t want to kill myself.

I want to live a happier life. 

(Source: parayeah)

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